Sorry for the doom and gloom today. I can't seem to bring myself to smile. I am tired, sad, and feeling alone all over again. I know it's normal to feel this way sometimes, but it seems like it is taking forever to get over. Sometimes I wish I could just take a break from my life, get away...It is a goal, but one that has to wait, at least for right now.
I will say, though, that I have found a little solace in writing. Also, in my search for understanding of what I am going through I have found a few stories much like my own. I guess there are more people who feel stuck in the same perpetual limbo I have recently decided to dig myself out of, and I am grateful for that. It is becoming more and more encouraging everyday.
Between work, between errands, play dates, paying bills and TV time, I will keep on looking. Between blogs, twitter, Facebook, and the lone, oddball corners of the internet, I will find it. I may not feel like smiling now, but one day I believe I will. At that moment, I will have truly entered Life Bi Me.
M.M.
About Me
- M.M.
- I am a woman ready to change my life for the better. I am a single mother who has lived in multiple places, loves dogs but can't stand cats, considers myself agnostic, finds swimming relaxing, appreciates a good beer, thinks the color green is fabulous, is actually satisfied in my career choice, doesn't get romantic comedies, and has a mild addiction to Facebook. Oh yeah. I am also bisexual.
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